When you see me look down, it`s because I`m seriously considering what to do with you, weighing options, calculating which order would make you lose your dignity the fastest, which prolonged silence would drive you the craziest, and when I look back at the camera, it`s because I`ve already decided a
My voice fills your space like dark water rising, telling you exactly how your body should be right now, what your right hand should be doing, when you can breathe and when you must hold your breath until I count, and you obey because it`s easier than thinking
What excites me isn`t your nakedness, that`s too easy, too readily given away; anyone can take off their clothes and look pathetic under the yellow light of their room. What excites me is that exact moment when your hand stops millimeters from where you want to touch yourself because you remembe
What I dislike is laziness disguised as submission, those who come in expecting me to do all the work, who sit still receiving orders as if they were IKEA furniture instructions while they wait for the reward. That`s not dedication, it`s comfort; it`s wanting to feel dominated without paying the
